it's probably raining outside

I’ve be chased by things that I ought have done or I need to do for a while: to do some drawings, to make the portfolio, to get the printer work or to exchange it, to clean up the desk, to get a clearer picture about the current cellphone package, etc. etc.

It’s (di-di da-da)ing outside. Open the window, you can feel a breeze pouring in; it’s kinda chilly.

On the toilet, wiping my ass, recalling the tiny poetry I got from opening the window a few minutes earlier. I could hear the rain, I could feel the chill and freshness, and maybe some dim desire that I can’t even tell.

So, should I pretend to follow the slight sentiment to write down something or I should just start to work on or catch up what I’ve been behind?

After the dinner, I tried my best to eat some cherries. I couldn’t taste the deliciousness of them mostly because I was quite full somehow. I did have tried a few before the dinner and I found them such a sweet surprise.

I like it raining when I am in the room.

oh dear

i've been trying so hard to go to bed earlier lately, say, around midnight;
it hasn't worked out so far....

when it's gone, it's done

When it's gone, it's done.
Sometimes it's just like that.

You can't break it,
you can't fix it,
you can do nothing about it.

You can only look at it,
or look away.

It's gone, it's done.

Alexa Chung and this morning

Got out of bed quite early this morning.

Need some dose of strong caffeine to get passed through the morning coma period.

Ran into a page about Madewell and its new campaign with Alexa Chung.

Checked the website and I found it pretty nice.

Couldn't be there during the shooting, can only take a few screen shots of the video....

It's raining slightly outside, smells autumn.

My cup is empty by now.

That background music in the video sounds british, however, don't know who they are.

In fact, I wasn't aware of this Madewell brand till now. Of course I wasn't aware of the ongoing of this cooperation by Alexa Chung and it, either. How amazing that one can be so ill-informed especially when one's already stretching out for what's going on. Maybe not stretched enough.

what now

hate to be alone

being alone is being alone

a physical fact

yet somehow being with others or being with someone that is not the right one is still being alone

it is a trap where there's no end

the exit can not be found

don't like to bear it