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this evening

it's been kinda stifling today.
current jazz playing makes the air somehow a little bit spanish, a southern one, like Granada.
"but you're not in Spain" i said.

stuff in the room is still not in it's place as it should have been.
don't feel very well.

"i don't like being alone. i'm good at it, but i don't like it."
as Alain Shore said.

A Friday afternoon

I'm sorting out my old magazines since the repainting thing's done.
Before rearranging the room, I take the chance to get this done, hopefully.

Sipping some Pimm's 7up, it ain't so bad.



Hate dealing with trivia. Gotta open some envelopes later......

Sunday afternoon

1720, take a break from arranging the flat for repainting.
It's a hell of a work.




Sipping some saumur white and right now it's playing teen age riot by sonic youth.






 

What about it?

Late at night, it’s easy tending to be sentimental and reminiscent, also maybe because of some emotion-tickled musics played by: jasmine by keith jarrett, 9 crimes, true love waits, fake plastic trees, cold water, creep, along with like a friend, wonderwall, and with or without you, etc.

I’m feeling quite clueless lately when it comes to putting idea or plan into practice.

I think of her from time to time. And I don’t really have any idea what is going on. It’s heading nowhere I know but why can’t I just drop it?

Maybe you can tell me.

There’re things that i can only share with those who don’t know me

There're things that i can only share with those who don't know me.

It's like that.

What about you?

  

wtf

so lost right now.
what am i supposed to do right now?
there're so many stuffs to be taken care of yet it seems that i'm really really trapped in the middle of nowhere, doing nothing.

what should i do? re-edit my portfolio? make some t-shirts? read some materials? do some study? what!!!
definitely not watching a film or tv series..... do some more research? arrange pictures?
it feels like i'm so splitting in multi threads and got led to various directions.
then got lost.

ha ha, get lost.


sore throat.

day 10

this is me, that is not.

I’ve already forgot what I was intended to say a few seconds ago.

most likely something moody or sentimental.

rain drops are tic-tac-ing outside; some car just went by.

I’m not sure what I should’ve done, but I’m pretty sure that she doesn’t have any similar feeling as I do toward her.

so, it’s better that I didn’t do anything further.

yet I can not stop thinking of it, what if, what if, and so on.

a bottle of jinro, an access to smoke, a few of her pictures, I do not know what I should do.

actually nothing. I can do nothing about it. they are leaving. she’s leaving.

I didn’t feel anything that she’s fond of me in anyway.

too bad, well, for me.

sometimes even you knew it’s like that but when it eventually really happens, it’s somehow still quite difficult to take with easeness.

I gaze at pictures of her that I took, questioning myself if I missed something so important….. but you know what? it doesn’t matter. and I don’t think that I’m gonna know the truth.

truth. what is that?

all is in my head, dwelling with full of imagination and desire; you wanna bear a hope, you’re gonna be ready to take the despair.

music: Mélanie Laurent, En t’attendant.

day 7

time is passing in a very fast pace.
it's not  even possible to get to bed before one.

i don't know how she feels, but i do like being with her.


smile.


 

day-10

Stashing some alcohol makes me feel secured in a way.
Yet this evening when I was on my way back to my place, holding 2 bags of bottles, thinking of the amount of money I just spent on them, I felt kinda guilty.
Which sucks.

What am I supposed to do then?



And what's more difficult later will be how I stop emptying that bottle I opened.
"it's only for dinner....."

or maybe it's not only.




 

day-12

when two-third of bottle doesn't do the trick, what are you gonna do??

i tried hard to turn off modern family yet i'm still here in front of my screen browsing stuffs instead of sending out more cvs to those non-Paris based companies.

so?

aussière rouge is fine.


if you say that i like it, it's probably because it's not expensive.
then i dislike that i like it for that.


the flavor and the taste are fine, come on........... that's why you find it fine.






Anastasia Colsenet is on her maternity leave; maybe i should get to the other one, Christine or something.

Here's Monoklac

This is Mono-klac, 

according to the source.

Encens and Dior Homme

Last night was not bad.
The party by Dior Homme and Encens was full of pretty boys and sassy women, as well as stupid kids and weirdos.
It's fine to hang out once for a while, but not too much.
Very difficult to get a cab on a rainy saturday night.

Project SILKY FLASH

metro hero

i heard someone singing in the metro last night.
as an average person who doesn't have much knowledge about music, i found it quite well.

that's "hero" she was singing.
nice voice. and accurate pitch.
someone might wonder if it's from a cd or something else.

before i got off, a glance toward where that singer was; some woman totally non-attractive in a general term on a general standard.
she sang well, though.

couldn't help wondering what if she looked better? i mean a lot better.
then she wouldn't be there in a metro.


but, but,
does it have anything to do with her voice and singing skills?
or it's only about the appearance? the way you present?

pass the first check, then we talk about capability.





sometimes or most of times reality doesn't necessarily correspond normality.

um, normality?

oh dear

i've been trying so hard to go to bed earlier lately, say, around midnight;
it hasn't worked out so far....

Sunday trance

Supposed to be last Sunday afternoon-

Warmer than today-

Sun lights twinkled outside-

Thought something was out there-

Did I capture it?