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following the fb update of someone who abandoned you is nothing but suicidal.

stupid stupid behavior.

yet can't help doing it over and over.

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but i'm still thinking of her.
somehow, somewhat.





   

"Mine" by Tell No One

rain

i like the smell of the rain.

so, here.

A woman can be more powerful than a tv series to suck you into the vortex.

And it's been quite a while but it's really not that comfortable to adapt to the new template though it's probably not new anymore by now.



 

it's probably raining outside

I’ve be chased by things that I ought have done or I need to do for a while: to do some drawings, to make the portfolio, to get the printer work or to exchange it, to clean up the desk, to get a clearer picture about the current cellphone package, etc. etc.

It’s (di-di da-da)ing outside. Open the window, you can feel a breeze pouring in; it’s kinda chilly.

On the toilet, wiping my ass, recalling the tiny poetry I got from opening the window a few minutes earlier. I could hear the rain, I could feel the chill and freshness, and maybe some dim desire that I can’t even tell.

So, should I pretend to follow the slight sentiment to write down something or I should just start to work on or catch up what I’ve been behind?

After the dinner, I tried my best to eat some cherries. I couldn’t taste the deliciousness of them mostly because I was quite full somehow. I did have tried a few before the dinner and I found them such a sweet surprise.

I like it raining when I am in the room.

switch system

it seems that once i get back to my place, suddenly i lose a good part of clues about what i'm supposed to do. yet when i arrive the office, all things just come back to me automatically. since most of them have nothing to do with my work, i ethically shouldn't take care of them during office hours.
thus things that need to be done remain undone....