on en est où: juin 2010

mardi 29 juin 2010

i cry out for help

but no one seems to hear it

maybe it's just not loud enough

maybe it just doesn't sound like desperate

still no one hears it

that's when i start to play with my soul

put on some fangs and some spikes

make a pair of wings from the dirt

weave some horns around the mind

trim the claws into knives

blow it up

tide it up

help and what helps

it is literally impossible

since a man cannot form an army

however

according to oxford dictionary

it can mean "an organized military force equipped for fighting on land"

which doesn't really exclude the possibility of such force being only one man

hence

anyway

John Rambo

Archillies

Iron Man

hate to be alone

being alone is being alone

a physical fact

yet somehow being with others or being with someone that is not the right one is still being alone

it is a trap where there's no end

the exit can not be found

don't like to bear it

it's kinda difficult to be alcohol-free while there's free alcohol.

that's the dilemma.
or it's not.