computer arts and shotopop

Well, I was following some example by an agency called shotopop in computer arts today (let’s say, around 50% of the time) to acquaint myself with photoshop (that’s the goal).

About 2 hours or so after the lunch break, I finished the exercise.

My conclusion is that to them, it seems that the blurness is the very important key to a fine work.

How impressive.

Nevertheless, on their website, there are some nice work.

The sample I picked called "warp tool and texture experiment".

To be honestly, what have I learned from that?

"Get things blur, they'll be fine."

Whatever.

 

day-16 +3 days

seriously, i think i do have only some slim control on myself.
am i stressed? or not? by some stupid shits? was i stressed? or not? stupid shits are not supposed to make you stressed, or are they?

i'm experiencing some medium level of stomach ache, probably caused by too fresh soda or the stress.
what stress? why are you stressed?

it's the third day that i haven't drunk. i'm not smoking either.
there's no love, thus there's no suffering, either.
somehow it feels like my identity is crashing into itself or just simply collapses.

Dr. Bolo said that there's nothing to worry about. i assume that he has officially regarded me as one of those people who think they are sick but they are not.
should i feel fine after the consulting? but i do feel the uneasiness and minor pain.
he also said that drinking alcohol was not leading to those symptoms that i was talking about.


whatever





 

boredom

Basically, I have been doing practically nothing this morning.

Or quite a few actually but in a very fragmental way so that it seems to be nothing concrete.

Read an article about facebook’s revenue and development; googled how to short-circuit an electric kettle (my colleague gets more hysterical when she takes more caffeine; that’s why I’d like to sabotage her intakes of coffee, by cutting out the supply of hot water……); updated and browsed some pages on fb; checked out some websites and blogs from a research concerning websites; googled how to customize a blog template; and so on…. just too trivial to recall by now.

Most annoying of all is that my colleague behind the desks in front of me talks a lot. And she talks toward me. Which means it’s not necessarily that she talks to me but toward me. I think politely speaking I’m supposed to respond however I’m not here to respond to her hysterical conversation.

Damn!! That’s something I can’t say out loud in the office……… office……… they call it “studio” but I think it’s definitely much more like an office.

Earlier this afternoon, my boss called to ask me to order some back issues of some magazine.

And she insisted that I did that instead of someone else.

What the fuck?! What is wrong with you people??

   

alcohol free alcohol

it's kinda difficult to be alcohol-free while there's free alcohol.



that's the dilemma.
or it's not.