140831 0835 early this morning

listening to gui boratto, godet.
how to say "i miss you" right?

it's such a sudden blizzard coming outa nowhere....

140828 at this moment

the fact that just thinking of you makes my chest contract and some part of me suffered.
if this is the situation, i really don't know what to do to make it better.

so maybe i'll drink?

140804 techniquement 0805 déjà

quand t'es bien, t'as pas besoin d'écrire;
quand t'es pas bien, t'as pas envie d'écrire;
quand t'es ni bien ni mal, t'as rien à écrire.
finalement t'as rien écrit.

140728 this evening ce soir

parfois il y a ce genre de jour comme ça, une sorte de solitude impossible de décrire envahit, te coince jusqu'au bout. il n'y a pas de sortie, et tu ne peux à peine réagir.
"que tu peux faire" en fait c'est la question à se poser à un moment donné.
la réponse est très simple; même trop simple que ça veut presque rien dire.
"je ne sais pas" "je peux rien faire" "...."
tu ne t'en sors pas, du tout.
on ne comprend pas pourquoi et comment ça nous arrive ce genre de truc si silencieusement et si brutalement.
peu importe que tu l'accepte ou pas.
c'est imposé.
ça pèse, et ça baise.
ça écrase aussi.
tu ne peux pas l'éviter mais le prendre.
les coups.
tu tousses fort, mais tu continues à fumer comme une cheminée.
ça fait si mal, pourquoi tu ne t'en vas pas?
c'est une question de vouloir? ou de pouvoir?

ce genre de jour, ce genre de vague, ce genre de peine, pas possible de s'enfuir.

tequila shot

it just occurs to me "how many shots of tequila would make me tipsy?"
should i prepare to see it through?
how many does it work for you?

 

Dare to go Nude with Jourdan Dunn and Devon Aoki

So, you've gotta be kidding....





The techiniques and so on are actually quite nice, but what the hell, the idea is so lameeeeeeeee that I couldn't believe it when I was watching it.
And i-D is promoting it. Well, nice job, icon for avant-gardiste. Too lame.

I can't come up with some equivalent lame stuff without being advanced or political right away. It's just that the concept is not offensive, but so lame and the whole package became offensive.

Come on, i-D!!

140624 1829

following the fb update of someone who abandoned you is nothing but suicidal.

stupid stupid behavior.

yet can't help doing it over and over.

140624

but i'm still thinking of her.
somehow, somewhat.





   

"Mine" by Tell No One

rain

i like the smell of the rain.

so, here.

A woman can be more powerful than a tv series to suck you into the vortex.

And it's been quite a while but it's really not that comfortable to adapt to the new template though it's probably not new anymore by now.



 

it's probably raining outside

I’ve be chased by things that I ought have done or I need to do for a while: to do some drawings, to make the portfolio, to get the printer work or to exchange it, to clean up the desk, to get a clearer picture about the current cellphone package, etc. etc.

It’s (di-di da-da)ing outside. Open the window, you can feel a breeze pouring in; it’s kinda chilly.

On the toilet, wiping my ass, recalling the tiny poetry I got from opening the window a few minutes earlier. I could hear the rain, I could feel the chill and freshness, and maybe some dim desire that I can’t even tell.

So, should I pretend to follow the slight sentiment to write down something or I should just start to work on or catch up what I’ve been behind?

After the dinner, I tried my best to eat some cherries. I couldn’t taste the deliciousness of them mostly because I was quite full somehow. I did have tried a few before the dinner and I found them such a sweet surprise.

I like it raining when I am in the room.

switch system

it seems that once i get back to my place, suddenly i lose a good part of clues about what i'm supposed to do. yet when i arrive the office, all things just come back to me automatically. since most of them have nothing to do with my work, i ethically shouldn't take care of them during office hours.
thus things that need to be done remain undone....

On the edge of fashion, ad for The Kooples

famous advertising campaign for The Kooples

On the edge of fashion, ad for cacharel

ad for cacharel

sensual & inspiring

On the edge of fashion, ad for Ungaro

ad for Ungaro

On the edge of fashion, crap in office

Damn, this work is fucking boring.
I’m translating some stupid tariff document.
Is that something I’m supposed to be doing here?
I’m entitled “designer”, for Christ’s sake.
It’s not that I don’t like translate but it’s obviously not the reason I chose to stay in this company. Now it’s become the stupid company.
Maybe I just don’t like translating.

Fucking stupid shit.

  

On the edge of fashion, ad for Tiffany

ad for Tiffany & Co.

On the edge of fashion, ad for Guerlain

Guerlain x twilight

On the edge of fashion, ad for jitrois

new ad of jitrois

Leighton Meester is surprisingly into the set.